i love you and i want to be with you
i want to hold your hand
and kiss your body
and love you the best that i possibly can.
i don't want you to love anyone else.
i want to be selfish and i want you all for myself.
i don't want her in your heart or in your mind.
but i hate myself for this
i don't know what i want ever
ambivalence should have been the word i used when we spoke.
i love you. i love you. i love you.